December 15 - Down but not Out

Before I begin writing about December 15, I wanted to share a giggle with you .  I had set myself up to write this blog within my Studio when I realised I just couldn't.  Nothing was flowing.  What?  Come on.. I can dribble words at any time!  Then it hit me.  Every blog entry had been typed into the blog while sitting in my entertainment area.  So, I collected my laptop and my water and headed outside to type...  *giggles* Habits are such an interesting thing to notice about people.

This sitting in my entertainment area means that I am connected.  My feet are grounded through the earth; I can feel the breeze on my skin; the sounds of the wildlife and traffic greet my ears; I can indulge in my nicotine habits.... peace.. relaxation... sighs of relief.  I love this space within our property!

Okay.. December 15.  Wow. Mercury in Retrogade hit me the hardest yesterday.  I was wondering whether it may be worthwhile to leave the earthly plane and join some bizarre Cryogenic Cult.  Although, on second thoughts, I don't particularly like cold weather all the time. Hmm.. Lucky I thought of that!  I was ready to throw in the towel and abstain from human contact all together.  An emotional rollercoaster was zooming through my adrenal system ~ the highs and lows of the day were making me sea-sick!

This wasn't a 'great' day... where had my optimism disappeared to?  I even retrieved Aristotle from his Velvet Cave and asked him whether someone had stolen it.  Maybe it was the Christmas Grinch?  A firm no was received.  The finger was pointed directly at myself: self-talk.  Ptoohey!  Okay, time to be my own best friend and kick myself through this.

What to do with a best friend who is in a low?  First, I ate some chocolate while telling myself that I was loved, loving and lovable.  Then I took some N-R-G Herbalife tablets to help my adrenal system rearrange itself appropriately.  I found uplifting videos on YouTube to recentre my heart chakra (and to have a good cry!  Have you SEEN the one with Deb Webber helping a homeless woman?  Highly Recommend).  After that hour, I felt pretty darn good!  Then, the Universe did her THING.  Emails, messages and texts just seemed to pour into my field of vision - uplifting messages from friends, clients and even strangers.

That was wonderful confirmation ~ thank you for confirming what I was telling myself.  I even went outside and had a wee chat with the Goddess Mari.  Our Tanks are full now.. the garden lush... ummm.. thanks for all the rain.. you can hold off for awhile if you like.  Hmmm.... I don't think she is listening.

Maybe Mari needs some chocolate.. I think I may leave that out for her tonight!

Namaste